You find yourself moving on.

Im so procrastinating right now, i should so be cleaning my room and my car since im not in canton today, Saturdays are the only days im not so I should be taking advantage of it, instead im sitting here and well this seemed like a logical excuse to avoid any of that. haaaa. Anyways i got a message from Steven on myspace, his sergant died, and hes wicked upset because it was his best friend over there, i feel awful because i cant fix it and im not there., I hate when hes upset and I cant do anything about it. Hm, my dad isnt mad at me anymore, but he has yet to give me back his credit card.... Wait, i didnt mention that yet, have I?... well a few days ago my dad got a bill in the mail for his credit card he gave to me, apparently i spent way more then he thought i would, and he took it back from me, its not that im mad he took it from me, I just do not like it when my dad is mad at me, I feel awful. He gave it to me because he trusted me not to 'over do' it,. He didnt tell me i had a limit on it though so how was i suppose to know... I guess that just comes with growing up... I should have known i was 'over doing' it. Not to mention my phone bill was 140$ more then it should have been, god damn internet charges on cingular. I have unlimited texting and there is no way i can possibly go over my minutes with all of our minutes we have... its those hidden charges with the internet, oh well.... it happens. Im looking for a pink sony viao laptop, i guess it doesnt have to be a sony, i just want it to be pink and i know they have good ones, so if anyone knows where i can get a pink one let me know, im not too good with finding out where good electronics are,. The other night me and my friend got busted on campus, which im not looking foward to finding out what that entails.... Im so not telling my parents, ahhh.

I cant wait for steven to get home so we can move down to Texas together, im not so sure i'll like it, i dont want to get sun burnt.... hah. I just know i want to be wherever he is and i guess thats all a part of growing up, you find out who you are and what you want, & then you realize that people you've known forever don't see things they way you do. & so you keep the wonderful memories, but find yourself moving on. It's perfectly normal, or so ive heard.